Questions, Answers, and More Questions

It’s no secret nor should it be; I’ve asked more questions and spent time I couldn’t afford – each yielding nothing to my question answered. WHY AM I SO DAMNED SICK?!?! Recap, in earlier posts, I’ve shared my frustration and grief over being so sick with symptoms and tests not revealing the cause for Illness […]

The Thing with Feathers That Perches within the Soul

If hope is truly a thing with feathers, let mine be a falcon with me as the falconer as I once again “hunt” for an answer as to why I’m sick and what is actually causing said sickness. This hunt has been going on since 2016 when I could no longer ignore that I wasn’t “getting better” but worsening inch by stolen inch feeling more and more like I have a kind of chronic flu.

How Meditation Found Me

Recently, I saw a post on facebook in a music fan-group for TOOL. Someone reached out… Someone whose story sounded like something from my own past… Someone I related to and wanted to help knowing I just might be able to help along their path… Anxiety and I know each other very, very well. In fact, […]

“PTSD! Thou Art a Heartless Bitch”

I talk about PTSD on another page here titled ‘Dysfunction Junction’. On that page is where I explore the “HOW” it came about, but I’d like to talk about something else. What it’s like living with it and how it likes to peek out and remind me that it’s still there like TODAY. First things […]