In Fertility or Infertility?

On this little piece of the internet that I call mine, I talk about some pretty heavy, personal stuff. This post is no different. So, here it goes… I like to blame myself for things that I have no control over. Considering that control over anything past one’s actions and words is illusory, a colossal […]

How Meditation Found Me

Recently, I saw a post on facebook in a music fan-group for TOOL. Someone reached out… Someone whose story sounded like something from my own past… Someone I related to and wanted to help knowing I just might be able to help along their path… Anxiety and I know each other very, very well. In fact, […]

The Unfairness of Whatif

“Who says life is fair? Where is that written?” – The Princess Bride – That’s been my mantra for years. I remember Mema taking me to the movies to see The Princess Bride. I loved it! And, I just dated myself. Ah, well. So, when Grandpa (played by Peter Falk) said that quote about fairness to the […]

Out of Order

  In October of 2013, I noticed that I was getting very tired for no apparent reason. Now,  it’s February of 2014… and it’s only gotten worse. Sudden exhaustion hits with no notice. In fact, last night? I went to bed at 8:00 PM – ON A SATURDAY NIGHT. In fact, I’ve missed a LOT of […]

“PTSD! Thou Art a Heartless Bitch”

I talk about PTSD on another page here titled ‘Dysfunction Junction’. On that page is where I explore the “HOW” it came about, but I’d like to talk about something else. What it’s like living with it and how it likes to peek out and remind me that it’s still there like TODAY. First things […]